It is been awhile

Wow..it is been a while since i wrote here.. Maybe im just not in the mood to write.

Well this is what have been going on with my life.

25 Disember 2005
We move to our new house in bukit mahkota. After so many many problems.
Maybe that is why i have not been blogging. SO many thing that makes me haywire and
stressful. The quality of the house is so bad.. Many many problems..Heres the list:

1. Late electricity connection
2. Piping leakage
3. Sink problem
4. Crack wall (due to construction behind our house)
5. Smelly air (after the rain, smell comes from the garbage collection area near the house)
6. Leaking roof

Any way., we manage to face it one by one. We quarell a lot but syukur we overcome it.
Not all the problem have been solved but we still manage.

I have been on nerve all the time but luckyly i dont have high blood pressure.
If not I will surely have been warded for it. I know it is bad for me to get mad while i m pregnant but i cannot help it.

So many problem...I cried so many times.

1 st January 2006
I organize a "jamuan rumah baru". My mom and dad are the cook. The menu are nasi tomato, sate with nasi himpit and kuih bakar. Appreciate my parents so much..i know now my dad do love me. It is just that he do not show it with all of us except my sister in Rawang which is his favorite daughter.

I also appreciate my in laws. They come all the way from Kelantan to perform solat hajat the night before at my house. We are so lucky to have parents that care.

That day there are good times and bad times.. The good is that the feast when smoothly. No food wasted. The bad that evening for the first time my roof is leaking almost everywhere. But I am already in a state of "tepu" with all the house problems. My hubby called Barik, the bangla in charge in repairing the defect of the house to check the leakage. He asked his worker to repair it immeadiately the next day. Well as I says we face the problem one by one by solve it also one by one.

Maybe it is god's test for us. We face difficulties but He also gave us ways to solve it. Syukurr..

What ever, I am still greatful for everything. I broke down a few times but I get myself up and pray to God to give me strength to face all the test He gave us.

Life is full of test and is just temporary.

p/s: everybody is looking at aw at my tummy..hehe..as usual, big and pointing..now i know how a handicapped feel when someone stares at them.

give me strength..

Being pregnant and fasting while having morning sickness. I am so tired during this fasting month. When breaking up my fast I cannot eat much because of the nausea.

While sahur same thing, I have to force the rice into my tummy. God, give me strength.

With the back ache and dizziness, it get worst occasionally.

Well, luckily i have a husband to understand. Sometimes I pitty him and i pitty my beloved adlan. He has to play all by himself at night because we are so tired.

Yesterday, he cries for a bunga api. When his papa went for tarawih he thought papa was going to buy him the bunga api. He is so disappointed when knowing the truth. Now i am squeezing my brain on where to find the bunga api.

Anybody knows where?

It's official..

Last friday, I went for my first check up..
Alhamdulillah, the baby heart beat is already visible..What a relief..

My son adlan also there to see the ultrosound. He has been so supportive.
Last night, he hold my hand when it was difficult for me to walk. And he is just 3.

Selamat Berpuasa to all. I manage to fast today. My aim is to puasa penuh this year.
My son follow my hubby to terawih last nigt. Im so proud of him.

Hope my next one will be as equal as him and make me proud also.

Bad news and Good news

Bad news...my hubby didnt get the job :(( SO frustrated but oo well...have to be more n more patient.

Good new.. two weeks ago i found out that i am expecting. My beloved son is going to have a little brother/sister. My due is around the early May 2006. I am feeling very pregnant now.. nausea..tired and fatigue...back pain...and im just pregnant for 9 weeks.
God help me!..

Hope that this baby will make our lives more cheery and tighten the bond for us. I love my family so much..Even the one in my womb is already a family to me. Having a child is a wonderful feeling..

Actually, we have been trying for about a year since adlan is 2 years old and now he is 3 years and 2 months old.

But last 2 month i sign up with a slimming program and taking some slimming pills. And i was not trying as hard for a baby...but miracle..What people says, rezeki..a gift from god. When you r not expecting you get a BLESSING..Alhamdulillah..

So there goes my slimming program..luckily i still can postpone the treatment.. After i have spend so much...:O..

Another good news..., we already got the key to our newly completed house.
Adlan's picture is the one at our new completed house.
But the bad news is, there are still defects and the electricity and water is still not in place..Now im paying for 2 house...man..there goes our budget.. But we still manage..barely..

Well you loose some you gain some...That's life...

allo everybody...

Finally, it is time for me to have my own blog. Reading my friends blog really encourage me to create one on my own.

Today i am fasting. Still got 2 days hutang. Hubby call the company he went for interview last week. Still no decision. I really am hoping he gets the job. Really fed up with the current company he is with. But anyway, actually anywhere you work the same problem you will face.
The politicking, the management issues, and bla bla bla..

Now, I just try to accept what's GOD have given me and bersyukur with what i got.But still, hoping and working for a better life is still a good thing.