Friday, January 18, 2008

Male Chauvinist Pig

Have you ever met somene like that? Well i did. And i hate him with all my heart. If i ever think or talk about him i feel like slapping his face n kicking his ass plus if i can spit on him that will be more rewarding.

Where did i met dis guy? At akademi memandu nilai. His name is Zamri.

Who ever get this guy well may GOD have mercy on you.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

ALLAH is INDEED listening...

I have never doubt it but I just want to STRESS it that ALLAH is listening. You just have to have faith and the will to go on!
Here the story goes...
My heart is sore and my mind is occupied for the last 7 days since that unlucky day. And D'DAY arrived again. But on that day, I started my day differently. I chose my attire carefully from head to toe and from inside-out. Everything I wore that day was with a reason not just to look nice. I decided that my hubby send me early just as he was going to work. This time, I insisted that he will not be there to witness it.
I arrived around a quarter to 8.00 am. Went to the registration office but the office is still gloomy and not many people was around. They are still not ready. I went out and my feet just directed me to the area where there seems to be a lot of people waiting. Curious to know why, I just went there just in time to participate for a practice round with a fees of rm2 per round. I join in with the crowd. Got my car and zooom! Kalutnye! I said to myself but at least it help me subside a bit my anxiousness and trembling.
There after, I went back to the office to make payment and get my forms. Later, when I got to the JPJ booth, there are still chances for me to try another round. Then I thought what the heck. Try again the second round and this time I am calmer and not dis-oriented. Started to feel confident and really think that I can do this. I can and I must!
Just about 5 minutes after that the JPJ arrived. I think I clap my hand when they arrived. Huhu!
Then everything goes smoothly. I even got the same car I practice before. My hands were trembling when I was completed. I can't believe it and ecstatic that I finally will get my P license.
haha...so very late but at least I did it. I proved to myself and my family that I can do it. I am so proud of me right now!
I tell you taking driving license process were the hardest thing I had to do so far. I have never been so afraid in my life. I am not even this afraid when I went to the labor room to have my caesarian performed. Afraid until I was merely trembling and shaking. I am lucky that I did not wet my pants. Haha that will be a funny story!

Syukur and alhamdulillah that ALLAH fulfills my Doa and prayer again! I could never have done it without the help of ALLAH. I love ALLAH!

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

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I am so frustrated with myself...Please GOD help me please...
I really need to be doing this... I really really need it to happen...
Please GOD..please..


18/12/2007 Gabra... sampai barely..Panik tak balance..berasap2 tyr. Undur balik..

Lessons: Have to learn to keep calm and relax


08/02/2008 Relax..tak sampai..Undur.. Try.. terlebih pulok.. Ayoo

Lessons: Over confident. Sad very sad! Dont do that side again!


So far the date that has the number 8 has not been lucky to me.


Third try will be on 15/01/2008, YA ALLAH. Tolonglah hambamu ini. PLEASE...


p/s: kena solat hajat...