Tuesday, January 03, 2006

It is been awhile

Wow..it is been a while since i wrote here.. Maybe im just not in the mood to write.

Well this is what have been going on with my life.

25 Disember 2005
We move to our new house in bukit mahkota. After so many many problems.
Maybe that is why i have not been blogging. SO many thing that makes me haywire and
stressful. The quality of the house is so bad.. Many many problems..Heres the list:

1. Late electricity connection
2. Piping leakage
3. Sink problem
4. Crack wall (due to construction behind our house)
5. Smelly air (after the rain, smell comes from the garbage collection area near the house)
6. Leaking roof

Any way., we manage to face it one by one. We quarell a lot but syukur we overcome it.
Not all the problem have been solved but we still manage.

I have been on nerve all the time but luckyly i dont have high blood pressure.
If not I will surely have been warded for it. I know it is bad for me to get mad while i m pregnant but i cannot help it.

So many problem...I cried so many times.

1 st January 2006
I organize a "jamuan rumah baru". My mom and dad are the cook. The menu are nasi tomato, sate with nasi himpit and kuih bakar. Appreciate my parents so much..i know now my dad do love me. It is just that he do not show it with all of us except my sister in Rawang which is his favorite daughter.

I also appreciate my in laws. They come all the way from Kelantan to perform solat hajat the night before at my house. We are so lucky to have parents that care.

That day there are good times and bad times.. The good is that the feast when smoothly. No food wasted. The bad that evening for the first time my roof is leaking almost everywhere. But I am already in a state of "tepu" with all the house problems. My hubby called Barik, the bangla in charge in repairing the defect of the house to check the leakage. He asked his worker to repair it immeadiately the next day. Well as I says we face the problem one by one by solve it also one by one.

Maybe it is god's test for us. We face difficulties but He also gave us ways to solve it. Syukurr..

What ever, I am still greatful for everything. I broke down a few times but I get myself up and pray to God to give me strength to face all the test He gave us.

Life is full of test and is just temporary.

p/s: everybody is looking at aw at my tummy..hehe..as usual, big and pointing..now i know how a handicapped feel when someone stares at them.