Changes in Life

I write here usually when there's something keep boggling in my mind. This time it is about changes. My old friend contacted me last week. We were supposed to meet up at my office but her appointment was canceled at the last minutes. She called and we talk awhile catching up past times. But the things that disturb a bit with my mind when she says all my old friends was surprised how i was changed.

I was a bit confused, have i changed? Well, these bunch of old friends was friends from my old days back when i was way younger. They were my friends from sekolah rendah to sekolah menengah rendah up until I was 15 years old. Wow..meaning 15 years have gone already since now i am already 30. So tell me for 15 years who doesn't change? For 15 years, a lot of phase in life has pass through from teens to adult, single to married, daughter to mother and childish to matured.

With that, to answer the question have i changed? OF COURSE! Who's not? Mawi also change what..

Maybe, it is the way i changes that shocked them. When I was at my early teens, i was behaving like i could be a superstar. Up to date attire, social-ling a lot i could say about to loose my composure and thrown to the dark side. Hah! Thats to brutal i think. Hehe.

Maybe again, they might thought after 15 years i could be a posh and classy gal. Wearing branded clothes and blonds hair. Well, i am so glad i do not turn out like that. :)

I believe in changes to be better. I made mistakes in my life and i learn from it. I tried to be a better person maybe some says dah taubat. It is good that people think like that but as a muslimah i believe there are many things that I have to change to really says that I already taubat. :)

Again, maybe because they haven't seen me for years coz when i tell my uni friends regarding these they laugh meaning they could not see a lot of changes. It is what people says the jalan we choose in life. Anyway, when i look around most of people I work with is like me, wearing same type of cloths and style the same. But, I am still evolving to the very least but i always hope for the better.

And so my friends, let us change together.